January 2011
December 2010
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great...
I hate disappointing my friends and family. They mean the most to me, and I hate making them upset or mad. I do whatever I can to satisfy them, and what not. I don’t like failing either, I wanna be successful, it’s like my goal in life. I hate seeing people upset, and I care too much to watch someone suffer.
I just never wanna be a failure or a disappointment, it makes me feel like...
I don't give a fuck, I'm living life right now,...
I hope someone breaks your heart. I hope someone...
roxandergaskarth:
jacksboneralldayeveryday:
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2011 New Year's Resolutions.
I won’t take shit from anyone, I’ll simply just not care.
Won’t hide anything from my friends even if it hurts them.
Let go of my past, and start all over.
Appreciate my family with everything they do for me.
Don’t let a guy hurt me.
Don’t hurt myself.
Lose weight.
Get better grades.
I'm tired of you always making me feel guilty, I...
I guess what I really want is to feel loved. Like...
Day 21 – Another moment, in great detail
Hmm, well, I can never seem to forget when my mom told me she loved me and was really proud of me. She told me I was beautiful and how thankful she was that I was here. That moment, I felt so alive, and just happy. I’ve never wanted to disappoint or upset my parents, even though I do all the time. Just her saying “I love you Kinza”, meant the world to me.
She told me that...
Day 20 – This month, in great detail
This december was one to remember, fersure.
Exams, stressing, and smiling and laughing until I feel like a 6 pack coming on. I won’t forget this month for the good and the bad. I remember seeing the lunar eclipse with my bestfriend, and just telling her, I won’t forget this, ever. It was the most beautiful thing I’ve seen, and it just made me so happy. Having her come over at...
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
fuckyeahsweetmusic:
wearenameless:
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Day 19 – Something you regret, in great detail
Of course I get this one today -.-
I regret hurting myself, and also meeting this one kid.
Great detail huh? No thanks, I’ll just say this one kid was the reason for my cutting, tears, and just raging out of nowhere. I wish I never met him, he’s a living nightmare, and I can’t escape.
I regret hurting my friends, they mean the most to me in my whole life, and when it’s...
